Since hardly anyone reads this, I am just going to do a train of thought entry, so here goes.

I am feeling rather blaw today.  I don't know why.  It might be hormones, might be because dh is leaving for two weeks, might be cause I am tired, but I feel really sad.  I actually laid on the couch earlier and had tears streaming down my face.  N asked me why I was crying, and I said, “because you guys don't obey me….”  She said, “Tomorrow morning I will obey you.”  A few minutes later, she said, “Mommy, you make me cry…”  She is so sweet.  I told her I was sorry, dried my eyes, and hugged her.  I's solution was to start cleaning for me.  I have heard of the love languages, and I think his must be service.  He got the wood spray, and started cleaning off the piano.  Then A got in on the act, and started to take over the piano, almost resulting in a fight.  I suggested that A do the corner cabinet.  Fight disbanded.

I made frozen pizza for dinner…what a sloth.  I just have no ambition to do anything today.  I need some drive.  I think I will turn off the computer when I finish this, and not turn it on tomorrow.  I don't think I need it for school, so it shouldn't be a problem.  I need to go do some laundry, and then go to bed early.

N has a slight fever.  I noticed it when she was snuggling with me.  It is only around 100, but I can tell she isn't feeling well.  She ate a piece of pizza, but it took her forever.  I wasn't about to make her eat much.  My SIL brought my neice over the other day, and a few days later, she was throwing up, so I am really hoping that isn't what is affecting N.

Tomorrow the homeschool group has ice skaing planned.  I was kind of looking forward to going, since all of the kids have skates, and they like to get out there.  Plus it helps them burn energy and then they sleep well, but if N isn't feeling better we may not get to go.  I don't think my MIL has to work tomorrow, so she would probably keep her…hmmm….I'll have to call her later and see.

Well, M is trying to climb into my lap, so I guess that is my que to get off of the computer.  Poor neglected baby.  He also knows how to push the keyboard tray under the desk, as an act of desperation to get me off the computer.  He has done that now, so I should go get him jammied and read a book to him.  I want him, N, and I in bed by 8pm.  We'll see if that happens….